Chapter 22 : dear fate

This is not a chapter.
This is goodbye.

To a past that I've been sorely living on. You were every word.. everything.. I write. And I know at the very core of my being, I can proudly say this, I could love you forever at this distance. Yes, to all those who prophesied or said it all so many times, the greatest love is one that lets go so the other would be happy, even if it means that significant is in the arms of another or even if they forgot. This is indeed the greatest love. To learn that my very being is capable of something like this shows a great deal of my ability.

They say time heals everything but I'm still waiting.

She said you are happier now. I imagine you walking down that path with her hand in yours, your beautiful smile gleaming... full of hope and love. To know that you shed that slight shimmer of guilt in your eyes.. it is enough.

I wrote you a song today; I pray it is my last song for you. Though you will never hear it.

I have never known and I have never owned you.

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Beautiful Red

He wanted to leave this world
Did you know
He sat outside his window
It scared me so
Having to lose another friend
Someone I've yet to confess
I saw his soul
It was beautiful to me

Beautiful Red
You flutter
Going in circles
In your colour

Oh Beautiful Red
You got me blinded
Frozen in your wander

She wanted to fall asleep
It was a blunder
That she went over
It scared her so
Having no answers till today
Of the colour
That was beautiful

In your colour
Going in circles
You flutter
Beautiful Red