Reading back on written words and drafts, how they meant so much and made so much sense back then. And how it does not mean a thing in the present. The ephipany you thought was mind blowing or awakening seems like childish thoughts and mottos you stringed up to move along. What a fool. I am embarrassed. But I had lived. The wrongs and rights all of which I am accountable for I do not deny nor regret. Each chapter threw me along further into the future. 

I am glad to see how life had turned out for me and the person I had become. I hope it had been the same for all those I had left behind.