There's this one place you return to where you would feel that short dose of absolute peace. It has an immediate calming effect. Letting it take over and within that few seconds... maybe just maybe heal your wounds. Probably it is your only way of apologizing for what you could not do, fulfill, or commit. Somehow just being there, standing there made you feel a part of it all over again. An escape from your reality. You step out slightly refreshed ready to take on the world and it's unexpected blows again.