Know it doesn't make sense for such a drastic change in view of past records, but for now I just want to settle into something for at least the next year make it three even.

The truth is it does not matter what anymore just where and how.

Because it will all boils down to the same conclusion which I am fully aware. Almost anything can be learnt just whether if your in the right place, time and opportunity.

Let's see shall we, time will tell and that's all I have to gamble with.

Ultimately you are the master of your decisions but at the mercy of the unknown.